| I always remember the light I see in you.
And when the light starts to fade, it blinds me. |
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| there couldn't be a better way to know exactly where you stand than to fall flat on your face.
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| I'll take care of you. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here. I won't talk, just listen. I think you need that. Someone to listen to you. I just need a friend. You could be that for me. |
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| i don't understand why i do this.
i am letting myself hallucinate over situations that don't exist.
i'm letting myself get caught up in trying to keep away madness when i'm only creating more of it.
i'm not fun anymore.
i'm a bitch.
i'm pissed off all of the time.
i'm horrible to my sister who is so good to me.
i'm driving ryan to the brink of insanity and i don't want to push him away anymore than i already have.
he is the best thing for me and i don't know what's happening to me.
i freak out over nothing.
i'm only aware of it after i've already done it.
i want to start over.
or at least go back.
i feel so stupid and i can't find the right way to say anything anymore.
i'm sorry.
but at least be aware that i know what i need to change and stop.
i am ridiculous. |
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| i feel like i am trying so hard and you don't even care. |
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